from
Darker Colors,
released October 13, 2023
Let it waste away
Watch it concave
You spent this whole time abandoning death
Off-spilling the failures you’ve bound to me
You’ve never been so far away from your mistakes
Distance grows between love and hate
Motor disfunctions
Instant eruptions
As I hide away my face
Was it ever meant to be
Contorted and warping
Feel the dark absorbing
Leading me into a shattered world
I want to see that you have paid the price
The clock is ticking and you haven’t played your hand
So when?
I have eternities grace
To watch it all unfold
And if you never find your place
Let the truth be told
Kill me
Show me
That I can find peace in this bitter disgrace
While the tics never end so I beg just
Kill me
Show me
That I could ever be better
It never ends
Until my bitterness ends
Falling into a perpetual descension
Your tongue
It’s sparking
But not brighter than the bullet going into my brain
Kill me
Show me
That I can find peace in this bitter disgrace
While the tics never end so I beg just
Kill me
Show me
That I could ever be better
It never ends
Say that you’ll save me
Your words they mean nothing
Lost in your own hell
You’re worth nothing